im sad, yet you cant care it.
im upset, yet you cant do anything abt it.
im crying, yet you cant feel it.

regreted.
how's I wish I dint tell you about it.
i should have know ur reaction.
its really impossible to have friends and bf at same time.
No doubt.

LOL!
harbi waiting for me to post this.
so, im posting for the sake of him.

HE GAVE ME SURPRISE BY BUYING MACDONALD TO MY HOUSE!!

see it? you want me say de.


&, im having new name at FC!! (:
L.D.S小明小太陽??小太陽No.10 - 淑娟!
YES!! that's my new name.
COOL? x)
hahs, designed one sign for it too.
thou' my design not nice. :x
who cares? i like it anyways :)


broken items often left us a scar!
never be the same items again. >.<

IM FUCKING STRESS UP!!
&, i wanna say this!
FUCK YOU STAR ONE MOBILE!!
totally hated you all la.
faster GND la.
pissed :\

really damn pissed off.
so many things happening.
how i wish, im not at this world,
with all this damn bloody stuffs happening.
the feeling is back.
those feeling that im always afraid of; lonely :
get OFF from me, pls?

too free nw, so decided to blog, thru nth much to blog.
currently waiting for my result; so nervous.
PLEASE GOD!! let me get btr GPA :D

harbi's parent got me a Hello Kitty de wallet.
it's cute; Thanks alot (:
&, bi going to have his BBQ for birthday.
2 more days, happy?
BUT.... he don let me give him pressie. :x
nvm, ~

ermmms, next to post.
continue to wait for result.
CYA (:

what's a tiring day, rushing here and there -.-''
woke up quite early; pei harbi go fix his comp.
my mei tagged along too, as we're going to IT fair to take a look. (:
someone stepped onto my shoes, and its spoilt.
wad a bad luck today. D:
went arcade awhile, playing the sweet machine.
bad luck; din get any toy. :x
parted with my mei, went to take harbi's lappy.
and off we went to his hse.
b4 reaching, went ntuc to get some ingredients for dinner.
& yeps, im cooking dinner for them.
damn paisehs la, first time cooking for others' to eat.
result shows out; its sux.
tink im not going to be a good cooker. D:
harbi sent me home, as usual. (:
&, we make an agreement ~
don 4get it hor!!!! :D

today de result not out!! D:
it's reschedule to next wed. ~
hmmpfx, wait for it to release.
so 紧张啦!

FYP; totally end-ed for now.
no more grping. and no more quarrel too.
no use sending me that sms to tell me all this, cos its just rubbish.

anyways, went down for b.fast early morning.
cos kanna woke up by her.
walked around JP for quite long, she wanna try to make the DIY cake.
so off we went to do it; it's FUN x)
went school after that; to discuss the FYP stuff.
at sch hangout for > 2hrs. finally settled.
on way to boonlay, both of us kip thinking of what to do.
suddenly, she suggested. SWIMMING!!
well, since im tooooooo FREE, i accepted.
back home off comp, thn go mom's hse to get my swimming suite.
cabbed to her hse to get her suite too;
and ofcos, cabbed to swimming complex.
SOOO many stuffs to do right? haha :x
manage to play awhile there.
kinda being disiao by one small kid; kip using his 'water gun' and shoot us.
play-ed back with him too; we're good people ok. (:
hang inside for 1.5hrs. got up and bath.
&, dinner @ KFC :D
long time since i have that for dinner. happy~
crapped awhile before heading home.
& miracle, i saw rainbow when playing with wave pool!!
first time saw that, and she say its normal?
isn't it wield? :D

anyways, harbi won first prize again! a iphone!!
so lucky! :D
but im not bad too~ 3rd prize.
this year really a luck year for me and him <3
NOT only that. ZW won both 1st and 3rd prize.
so unfair!!! he won 2 of it. both pair-ed with me and harbi.
BUT TILL NOW!! still donno who won de 2nd prize ~ x)

getting frustrated from FYP grouping.
so, im washing my hand off it.
NOT going to care who i group with.
NOT going to care who you want group with.
IM ONLY GOING TO DO MY OWN WAY!
just all this thing, ruin my mood for my big day today.
ridiculous issnit? just a small grouping.
yeps, maybe i have some comments on some of the ppls,
humph, don tink i will still continue on that.
no use de, it will only make all of us unhappy.
so, y still hang on to it?
nw wad will i do, is to concentrate on my part,
AND not to care abt wad other things.
sorry for being ruthless.
i also have a lot of my things being unsettled.
its already makes me very tiredd.

im not going to think of that anymore,
all those thing, i will leave it to you all.
i will just wait for my result to be out. D:

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&,

HAPPY 11th MONTHSARY, my dear. <3