This entry is entirely written by me, ym, cos i do not have a blog to post in.

alright. this is the first time im writing a blog entry and i hope this is the last one ever. firstly i wud lyk to thank auntie for borrowing me her blog. if not i got no where else to write sial. haha =]

okay.. so where do i start...

*takes a peek at other ppl's blog to see how they start*

today is monday! wooo! getting the monday blues. super tired. cnt wake up sial. stupid sp. got class so early in the morning. zzzz...still tinking why i go sp sial.. so near la... wa then in class. the aircon so shiok. wan to sleep la! ZzZZzZzZzZzZZzZZZz... haha.. but nv sleep.cos i racing the whole day. *vrooooom*

okok dun tok about sku. tok about it wan to sleep. hmm..

i got this song i love it very much. especially the words. totally.... er.. nice..(haha duno wad to say) the song is called "Never let you go". many ppl sure got listen b4 le. but it jus cnt get out of my head. here's the lyrics. happy reading.

The rain just never seems to bring the joy
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart can't seem to learn to part the hold
you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I'd never let you go

The way you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
just need one more chance to share the sunset
our one last romance

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I'd never let you go.

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jialat... so long liao.. duno auntie still let me continue anot.
(*play on.. she says*)

haiz.. nowadays so many things happen.. a lot of stuff. super un-nice one.. super nice one oso have.. but then..sad to say.unhappiness always outweigh happiness. but i alrdy got used to the feeling that i get when im down. imagine your heart crying. crying so heavily. how to stop it sial. wont the inside the heart get flooded. diao... aiya sui bian la.. cant wait to die oso..sians man..im like a toad who wans to eat a swan's meat. si bei sad la.. tink too much. impossible de lor...chiobu who oso wan right. sadness. and chui-ness.

i got to noe some ppl. who jus love to make ppl sad u noe. what the fuck man. i duno what the fuck she wans la. bo tai bo ji wan suan ppl. make urself buay song enuff le la. why mus buay song other ppl oso. fuck sial.
tot i was the petty one. mei xiang dao. zheng de shi ren suan bu ru tian suan. fucking hell man. this kind of ppl stay on earth waste oxygen and water nia la. kanina... imagine u tio attitude by one person. and this fella is ur fren. very close one. will u seriously ask him to fuck off and never tok to him again? jus one little incident wan to break off relationship with ppl. tis kind of r-ship build up dam fast sia.. super fast. godlike-speed la. na beh. cao ci bai. waste my money spend on somebody lor. $20-$30 can buy how many plates of chicken rice u noe a not fucker? can last me one blardy fucking week u noe a not nabu. then hor. this fucker hor. still come say me sial. what the fuck. say wad i nv play with her.. lan jiao la. treat her as if she not there? of cos la. who will wan to even care about u, slut. fa ke you la... now i noe why ppl write blogs. can release my fucking unhappiness. duno ish i super suay or wad. i tot i was super lucky meeting her. when beatup in audisea was down. more than one month, it lasted, perhaps. looking back i feel so dumb. actually trying to make u happy and stuff. now i realise. i was fucking suay meeting u. cao neh bai. not only make me si bei du lan. oso make my frens dulan oso. what the fuck man. i tot i already got over her. buden recently more things happen. siao one la this gina. dun let things down easily. die die oso wan us die. kanah.. i swear if i see this girl, i swear i will slap her. fucking hard. wasted my freaking time. i oso never wan anything to happen like this. if she wan liddat then liddat lor. fucked up.wad can i do. ok then ok lor. thats it lor. i hope she can stop interupting me and my fren's lives.get over it man. i really wan to show her this u noe

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hais. too bad lo.. wad's passed is the past. as the saying goes.
Yesterday was history.
Tommorow is a mystery.
Today is a gift.


be happy tat u're alive. why bring unhappiness to life. ppl wan be nice to you. u guai lan. how to make fren with u sial.

nah.. lazy quarrel with u liao. waste my energy typing.. my fingers so tired now.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i hope we can pretend we duno each other anymore and stop saying anything about each other. waaa... blog with happy start become liddat de ending. cool man.. haha..paiseh.. lack of vocab. scold lai scold qu all the same. better sign off now. FUCK YOU LOTS AND LOTS AND FUCK OFF.

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RAWK ON!

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